Termini Station, chatting until late. On the first track took refuge tonight a friend Carmelo, his name is Gabriel, of Latin America. A stocky man, nearly eighty-foot, polished head, shaved, disproportionately large, but maybe it's just an impression, because it is swollen with bruises and scabs and gallons of red wine. Gabriel was beaten last night, after he defended a man by a group of Romanians who wanted him on fire in a sleeping bag for a settling of scores. He got a good fear, he says, and then he got a knife. He has now bought the station from a friend. It shows a blade a foot long. He vows revenge, and as you move two fingers on the throat with a gesture of annoyance, in the eyes can be read by vigorous shaking. E 'restless. "Tengo need to talk about co 'quacuno. If I is not mad or ripija ja'a or sack if I do ... I know there 'already passed ... if I see you yesterday, Carzone de dirty blood, shoes ... I'm in search' of certain nerves that airy, if ... explode. " Gabriel is very drunk, the evening does not count the cartons Tavernello, but is serious when he talks about his " nerves." In a lucid moment he explains how even the slightest question the causes disproportionate reactions due to abuse that of years ago by Rivotril. This is a drug-based sedation of benzodiazepines, usually prescribed to contain anxiety and cause drowsiness, but who for years sold widely and cheaply on the market delle droghe illegali della strada.
Baste leggere le istruzioni per l'uso per farsi un'idea delle controindicazioni: ad alte dosi provoca dipendenza, instabilità emotiva, sbalzi d'umore, paranoia, tendenza all'aggressività e depressione, confusione, difficoltà di movimento, amnesia, irrequietezza e stanchezza cronica, sintomi che si amplificano con l'assunzione di alcol.
La descrizione di Gabriele coincide: " Te da na sonnolenza, te fa prenne dee stranezze, te manna a rubba' te fa fa'n sacco de cose, però dato che io nun so' ladro, da quanno m'è successa a cosa mia, che m'hano levato e fijie e tutto quanto, ho comminciato a pijane tante, che nun m'abbastavano na cinquantina ar days. "Fifty Rivotril tablets a day, watered down with several liters of wine and spirits form the recipe of a desperate story, of a past that does not pass and a future that does not know how to get there." Quanno and take no you're more, is not your own person. What happens is that you change in brain ar quarche thing. I feel that a lot ggente Prenn, this breaks, cracks that other breaks to the right, break left. Why is this thing so ggente the manna in steals', so the manna ggente to kill ', is shown so that thieves like what na n de kilo cocaine, should I worry ... presempio because nun so' thief, I worked in nu stabbilimento homeopathic medicines pe '12 years. But by quanno I 'niziato a pija' stuff is, I could not work, or because they rubbed me, or because it was something so ... na .
Gabriel began to consume Rivotril before being homeless, and without the two girls, entrusted by the court to an institution for minors. For years, the depression accompanied her days, family tensions were continuous and life seemed out of control. " I always bbazzicavo aa station at the beginning I took the station, the train Stano how many going away. If you are, there Stano 5 thousand if you do, not only are de Rivotril Minias all ... I heard ... Methadone is easier if, as I heard .
Buy Rivotril or other drugs on the street is not difficult, just ask the right people, in the lobby of Terminal Station, in front of the ticket, or along the 1st track. "Go to na girl n boy on, 50 cents and Piji na tablet. But those I do not know who he is, because I do not know who's honest truth I tell you, er Rubbiano stamp e'e bbianche recipes, and Rubbia and if fano and for themselves. Pijiano na n'euro and 45 to pack and where to sell for 20 euro, a box dee pills. But on the road if and only buy pills, and no recipes .
the money to buy the tablets Gabriel found them doing the opening prayer, in front of a church in Via Marsala, near the train Words, every morning, or doing illegal parking. To sell the Rivotril, the Minias or Methadone - Gabriel continues - "I know guys who sleep n the road, or pe fano earned quarche thing." Gabriel speaks only market they know, but does not exclude there being other places: "Only Terms, maybe if there is no part of antre or so. Inside the station, is very common, is what I do is for nun ' nervous probblema der de whole a great life, I know 'and that they sent me fijie raised. "
" E 'na bbrutta life that if ago - concluded Gabriel - that quanno too ask for help from anyone. flaws too - admit - I do not know 'll find Social n'assistente eg large, I was always following is a ssistente where c'aveo and daughters, children of .
[From "Rome homeless , December 29, 2004] Read
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